Physique

I used not to take them seriously. However, as I grow up -I'm old already- more and more people keep commenting of my body built on daily basis to the point of it becoming one of my complexes. Note the plural; as if I don't have excessive complexes already.

     Yes, I'm one you could called thin to a fault. My height is average in our population but I'm too skinny people would notice it straight away. One of my friends used to have this habit (or actually a thinking pattern) of telling me that I should buy this and that dresses because they would definitely fit me. Even though for me it looks like they wouldn't even fit my youngestr sisters.

     Later, I definitely noticed that I wasn't proud or even like when people complimenting telling me about how skinny I was. One of my friends definitely wanted my body built. Many keep telling to eat more. I can assure I eat more than average people. Diet? My thought definitely never gone into that direction. While many people think it's a blessing that I am able to eat so much without gaining weight me included I definitely wanted to be able to gain some weight to reach ideal BMI. Believe it or not, my BMI has been plateau since high school days (noted above proclaimed old self). 

     Actually, because of my body weight, I've been through few setback(?) in life. 

1) Weak. Probably this is due to my laziness to exercise but I do have problem with lifting heavy objects. And not to mentioned, my current course need me to lift legs (imagine an obese leg, no offense to anyone) and test human power. How many times already I've been teased because of being weaker than tested subjects?

2) Not meeting criteria for blood transfusion. Weird? But I have always wanted to donate my blood. But since forever, I'm disqualified even without testing my hemoglobin level due to my weight. Pathetic.

3) Diseases. People thought only obese people have risks for diseases. Actually, low weight people also do. We're prone for osteoporosis and as currently, I already had frequent back aches thanks to my scoliosis. 

     Complaining is of no use. Would I ever master enough will power to start exercising? Me? Heh. If there's an award for top 10 laziest person in the world, I would have nominate myself.

Ganbatte me!